Oh no! My life is going down the drain! I might be turning into a backstreet boys fan again!!! Somebody tie me to the train tracks now!!  Haha, but seriously, have you heard their new song? I think its pretty decent.  But then again I'm not a pretty boy procrastonator... I think thats the word choice I want.  But hey if they over come that "I love you, your eyes are so pretty, whats the meaning of being lonely.." thing.... they're doin pretty good to me. Oh...okay... now on with something else...I'm listening to randoms songs on the computer, deciding which ones I want to download and listen to. And since I'm so freeeekin nice, I won't tell you my source.. darnnn bitchy me..

Here's what I've got so far: (22 tracks)
* Candyshop - 50 Cent
* The day you said good night - Hale
* Broken sonnet - Hale
* Drop it like it's hot - Snoop Dog
* Soldier - Destinys Child
* Goodies - Ciara
* One, two, step - Ciara
* Don't phunk with my heart - Black Eyed Peas
* Crazy for you - Sponge Cola
* Rumors - Lindsay Lohan
* Over - Lindsay Lohan
* We belong together - Mariah Carey
* It's like that - Mariah Carey
* Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
* Drive - Incubus
* Here without you - 3 Doors Down
* Remedy - Jason Mraz
* Rich girl - Gwen Stefani
* Underneath it all - No Doubt
* Tell me where it hurts - M.Y.M.P.
* A little bit - M.Y.M.P.
* Burn - Usher

Screw life....Screw this world...and screw everybody on it! I am so sick of the shit thats going on....i obviously cant make one right decision....b/c nothing good ever happens....today i fucked up...probably big time.....i have to get a fucking couseling soon....talk about my fucked up life, and all the shit that goes wrong with it..... oh yay!...not....regret is one of the worst feelings to have....jealousy, or anger or love doesnt compare to how regret makes you feel......well at least its a worse feeling to me....everyone is different. but lets find something happy to talk about...... Tonight is Famas awards in ABS-CBN.....i want to watch...but will Miko (pamangkin ko) let me?...probably not! he's definitely going to watch those fuckin cartoons in Cartoon Network....fuckin bitch! oh well i'm gonna go... maybe i'll write later..... maybe not..

 

So sorry it's been so long since I've posted!!  I have been so busy running here and there and there and here and now I actually have weekend company and just decided to be rude and do what I needed to get done  LOL...

Nothing's been happening - I think we went swimming a couple days ago (last sunday) - probably will go this weekend and were suppose to go today but then Jen had to run here and there and do about a million and 1 things for people. - I'm downloading tonz of songs from the net. - Letting my ass sleep to death.

That's life around here - lol  Hope everyone else is happy...

new template slash lay-out again... it features norelle, that chick from America's Nest Top Model... Sayang natanggal siya, I like her pa naman... Eva is the next AMNTM, dunno why?!...

Song stuck in my head the whole day: "The Day You Said Goodnight" by HALE
I love HaLe... but i dont know what's the name of the lead vocalist... He is soooo cute... but most specially his voice... The way he sings his songs, woahh -I LOVE IT... They're no ordinary rockstar... The attitude of their band makes me go "gaga" super unlike those pathetic feeling rockstars like slapshock and etc that sings.. OMG! I forgot, they don't sing nga pala, they only shout slash scream their songs... i know. i know. i should not say this but, ahemm. ahemm. excuse me. "Parang mga skwater!" *shout* tsk. tsk. tsk.
sorry me for being so mean. forgive me also if i bitch a lot. i just have to let it all out. i made a new lay-out slash template, i told u.. as long as im bored i'll make one. but that doesnt mean im always bored lol..

"The Day You Said Goodnight" by Hale

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road the sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun;
I'm burning in the rain
The silence; I'm screaming,
Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire wit

f evr u enc0unter
hrd triaLs n Lyf,dnt
evr gv up...

icpn mong..
kayang-kya,

 

kayang-kya
rumampa s cLas

 

kayang-kya
sumiksik s bus

 

kayang-kya
2mabi s crush!

bwahaha! This really makes me LOLMAO! haha!! O.A. na kung O.A.. Basta for me it's a funny text message.. Nga pala, I got this from Kat. Which is a new friend of mine. We met in Cebu City, remember when I had a short vacation there?! I guess she's cool.. dunno why.. basta.. And then the way she sniff and handle or make hawak her smoke/cigarette----woahh! Coolness pare.. No! I'm not saying I love to smoke. I don't even know how to use it.. I just find it looking pretty on her. Ok. enuf said about her.

What else?... Ohh my gawd!!! I made a new template again!... Oh well.. It's just me.. I made it nga pala using Adobe Photoshop version 7.0.. Masanay na kayo if ever i get bored, na gagawa at gagawa ako ng new lay-out/ banners/ templates.. (ba't ba kc indi ako mdaling mkuntento?) Haayy... As of now my life really suckz big time!! AS IN I PROMISE!.. Btw, I miss Sponge Cola's music video.. Wala pa ba silang bago? And I want Hale's album, so badly... I love them to bitz and pieces.. I wish i know how to use the guitar and drums..

sHe was not pretty..But she had feelings..One day, she felt in love with a guy..A guy she really had a crush on..But she realized that she was not pretty..So she kept it deep inside her heart..

sHe was not pretty..Knowing this, she still approached the guy she admired..Upon approaching him, she asked his name and asked for his number.. They came intocontact with each other..The lady was so happy and she felt nice talking to the guy..

sHe was not pretty..sHe had to remember this all the time..sHe knew she couldnt say out her wish to the guy..However, one day, she took up the strength to call the guy..When she was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..It was him..Her crush...Her guy of her dreams..he asked her out on that night..There was no reason for her to say NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..

sHe was not pretty..This was proven to her at that night..When the guy told her that he had a crush on another lady. her heart was crushed into pieces by her own crush..but she didnt say a word..sHe knew it..sHe was not pretty~!...

sHe was not pretty..and she knew she wont get her guy of her dream..So she intended to help the guy out..sHe took the guy to the lady whom he had a crush on..After a week, she saw the guy dating with the lady..sHe knew that there is no more hope for her..

sHe was not pretty.and this made her lose her love..sHe just kept her feelings deep inside her heart..But it was okay for her..as her love was happy with the lady he loved..

sHe was not pretty..but maybe her powerful love brought her guy back toher..One day, the guy came all the way crying to her..he said to her that he lost the girl,the girl play timer and dumped him..he was all in tears and didnt know where to go..

sHe was not pretty.but she loved him..sHe wiped the tears off the guy and gave a warm hug..The guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves and touch his heart deep inside..he realized that this is his true love..

sHe was not pretty..but she found her love finally..and she was happy ...

p/s: looks are not really the most important thing in love..Consider the feelings of the ppl around you..You might just find that true love of yours..sHe may not be pretty..but she might love you more than anyone could ever love you!.. and that is greater than some bitches and assholes who doesn't love u.
If you think they're true, pass it on. If you don't? Pass it on anyway, maybe someone else will think it

After endearing myself into a fast high non-stop action escapade while in Cebu City, here I am now back home. Huhu L Nyehehe! I want to go back in Cebu. Well, let me update first some of the important things that I did while having a vacation on the dirty south of the Philippines. (I don’t even know why they call it as the “dirty south”.)

 

First day/Thursday: We arrive at 6:00am. Everly and her boyfriend Jojo was there on the pier waiting for us. Everly nga pala is one of my sister’s high school close friends. Andun din nga pala boyfriend ng sister ko, si Norvel sinundo nila kami. And then we went on Everly’s apartment, that’s where were going to stay. Then we ate breakfast all together. Then we took a bath. Then, me my sister Jennifer, her boyfriend Norvel, Everly and her boyfriend Jojo together with my new found friendship Katrina went to SM for a mall hopping. Kat nga pala is Everly’s roommate or something na nakikituloy muna sa apartment ni Evs just like me and my sis. So… While in SM, there I saw Jomar, that guy badminton player before in St. Paul University. He was wearing a Cebu Doctors College’ uniform. And then we ate lunch at KFC. Then mall hop nanaman. Jen and me decided not to buy anything. Window-shop lang muna. No need to hurry up. Tsaka go with the flow lang naman muna kami kina Evs, kung san nila gustong pumunta.  Then after mall hopping in SM we went home na. Then ate dinner in a nearby resto. Then we sleep na.

 

Second day/Friday: Ok, as usual mall hop nanaman. Fast forward muna tayo. Later that night, out of boredom. We, all girls decided to go clubbing and partteeeeeeee! So, we went to a bar named “HALO”… ata, located near SM, something… Lotz of crazy people there, partying and having fun… (THIS IS THE BEST MOMENT/TIME WHILE IM IN CEBU.)

 

Third day/Saturday: we went malling again, as usual… SM then Ayala...

 

Fourth day/Sunday: We went in “tubod flowing water resort” there they’d swim… You read it right. They swam, and I didn’t! Yes sir I did not! Why? Kasi po that time, im having my menstrual monthly period… too bad… anyhoo, I don’t want to swim naman eh, kasi andaming mga bata…

 

Fifth day/Monday: woah! The last day of my escapade! Wella, we went to the mall again. Particularly in SM, there we bought a lot of pasalubong like utap, masareal (spell?), sweet la Fortuna cakes, hopia, basta mostly cebu delicacies…

 

Things that I bought:

1. New pair of shoe. (Brand name niya “skater”)
2. Clothes.

 

Mas gumastos ako mostly sa food… So yun… Yun lang! I’ll be back sooner or later. Siguro mga first week of June.